Sooo,I have an actual excuse for why I haven't bin here...I'm dying.
Legitimately dying with so little time left. And it brings me to tears to know that I WONT achieve any of my dreams. I WONT get married. I WONT have children. I WONT have enuf time to spend Christmas not A SINGLE last Christmas. I WONT GET TO READ THE ENDING OF FAIRY TAIL.
AND THE WALKING DEAD,I STILL GOT NO IDEA IF GLENN'S ALIVE. that sucks
And I'm sorry,so so so sorry to those who have become my friend. But the sad part is in know how this works. IM AN IMTERNET FRIEND. I'm not,and never will I be someone you consider family. A best friend. AND I KNOW AS A FACT THAT YOU WILL BE SAD,BUT GET OVER IT IN LESS THAN AN HOUR. no one will stop and truley think WAIT THIS IS A LIFE. nope.
Ellen degenerous,she's famous and has many fans,and when she dies her family may be devastated but 99% of her fans will pass it off as "well shit,that's so sad that she died. At least she got to live" and just go on with their daily lives.
Problem is I DIDNT GET TO LIVE. my family dies,I loose my legs,I get sick, and now I'm dying. That's my life story,that's the sad little lagacy I'm leaving behind. A sad story of a girl who suffered than died. THAT SIMPLE.
I HATE IT. SO MUCH SO MUCH I HATE IT! that they just threw a stamp on me and gave me this amount of time like a worthless peice of meat with an expiration date.
I COULD LIVE THO, THEIRS A NICE BIG 0.28% CHANCE! doesn't seem to big,does it?
BUT IM KASEY CHAAN, ILL LIVE IVE SERVIVED THIS MUCH. that's what you'll say tho. I know this much. This may just be my last post FOREVER. you may not know what to say but please try. Try to comment. Decpite the UNESISARY amount AF pain I'm having from simply typing I tried,because I want to leave with a goodbye. At the least you could say your fair wells to?
Theirs a bright side tho! Like I'll be sure to make my last words "heyy,wanna see a dead body?" Haha at least theirs that... Any way,goodbye, MAYBE NOT pray for me, please please please pray.
....I dont wanna die.